She’s the son of a whore, she wishes to be more than what she was in the mirror yesterday, she wants to walk on the street without the rats chewing at her sole feet and the vultures making her ears bleed when they see her, she wishes for heaven, but is thrown mountains by the man upstairs, who she doesn't trust anymore. She wishes for a better title, but instead admits her title and Jabs her blood diamond made arms with 9 inch nails, Given to her by the skinhead man who loves her enough to hurt her. she wishes to fly with the birds. if only the hunters didn't coat her with bullets when she tried. She loves books, she loves the sea, He loves her mother.
What happens? What happens when you open the door and see him dead on the floor, with a river flowing through his mouth and craters bigger than the moon in his head. What happens next? When you discover god planned this and made him suffer and die just so he can not go to heaven and suffer again forever unwillingly in Abaddon's world. What happens when you find the door to him and inside everything broken destroyed filled with monsters horrific and unwanted by any. What will you do when he cries over his raccoon that bit half his fingers off his left hand. What will you do when he says he cares for nature but wont let them free and explore and correct what was wrong, why wont u see he won't listen, why don't you care you're breaking your own house and making it worse for when your family comes home, what will you do when you say you never loved yourself and wish you died holding the devil's hand as he pulls you out of your mother's womb, in bliss. Calm. never knowing what was gonna come next or what was on the other side for long. but happy. Happy you were able to breath in peace for the first last time ever. even than... wishing has never helped me. has it….